What is a relief! Today is a rainy day. The weather is cooler and more comfortable compared to yesterday. I'm sitting in the balcony of my house, under the nearly full moon, with some music and my laptop. From here, I can see airplanes flying through, really near...
The night vibe in my neighborhood is just calm and peaceful. After a productive day, this moment is such a treasure. I want to immerse in this atmosphere, forgetting all tireness and escaping the hustle and bustle of city life. Somehow, I miss myself last year. A girl enjoyed reading books in her summer. An introverted girl with many dreams and goals in her life. It's unbelievable that I'm seventeen right now. But having time living slower like this makes me realize who I am now, at the very moment. I realize that maybe I'm living in an extremely fast-pace life that I don't notice. I've missed many things, including myself and my beloved ones. I usually think about someone who doesn't really exist instead of empathizing with my family members. That's why sometimes, I feel that my life is hollow. I think I should read some books this summer, English books maybe better. Yeah, that's is. I should also organize my desk and my bookshelves cause it has been such a long time since the last time I rearranged them. Maybe it can helps me learn new things, at least remember who I am.
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